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i think, maybe, i've lost the part of me who knew how to write of sadness and longing.
and i think, maybe, there's none of me that knows how to write of rabbit trails and happy endings.
but i want my happy ending :) |
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| He's So Heavy |
[Jul. 2nd, 2008|05:33 pm] |
A bass drum beats, a car beeps
Flashing and crashing between these crowded streets
Stifling a yawn, you tell me, no more
Reflected in your eyes
I watch them sparkle under these neon city lights
The switch on and the switch off
Will never be enough
Have i whispered it in your ear?
The stars seem amost invisible in the atmosphere
I'd like to presume, but never assume
The mysteries of things that were there
If you'll excuse me when i say
These little secrets are only gray
Stifling a yawn, you tell me, no more. |
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| A brief thanksgiving in the middle of summer |
[Jul. 2nd, 2008|04:34 pm] |
| [ | Current Location |
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I'm so thankful that I've found my fix. The fix that can sustain me on the most emotional of days. The fix that finally succeeded in making me manhid invincible.
I seriously, and gratefully, don't feel too strongly about anything anymore.
Thank you, fix, thank you. I hope that one day you bring me as much praise as I do to you now. :P |
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[Jun. 29th, 2008|09:09 pm] |
I don't understand why I still need you in my life and why we can never be on the same page..ever. I'm still bothered by what I saw..or maybe "bothered" isn't the term..more like, I'm wondering what it all meant -what it all means; and if I've done or said or become, anything to contribute to the lack of follow-through.. I took you for granted, this time..and I really didn't think it'd affect me so badly.
STILL,
I am thankful for the fact that I got to spend the day with my dad..we even watched the Pacquiao fight haha :)
I am thankful for the fact that Anton and I have tickets for Sunday :) Woo, new cousinly tradition
I am thankful for the fact that Jerome got home safe and sound (we were all freaking out)
And I am thankful for today's kilig moments..yesterday's kilig moments..and (hopefully) moments to come :) |
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| FRIENDS LISTEN UP :) |
[Jun. 29th, 2008|07:24 pm] |
i honestly think we should all get back on the LJ high.
i miss reading about how you guys are. and hearing all your kwentos. |
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[Jun. 29th, 2008|04:58 pm] |
the glass is fogged and the lights are blurred; their voices are muffled and the stop light just won't turn green. it's cold, i guess the night air found it's way past the cracks beneath the car.
your eyes are getting misty, because songs that have past never really do get old.
you've got your knees to your chest and your toes are curled; your pathetic attempt to keep them warm. soon after, you burry your head on your knees, fearful anyone will see the tears that are forming quicker with every memorized line.
but you were never one for consistency.
and so now your eyes face the windows, sure no one can see past those tinted covers, ever more sure no one could tell the difference between your tears and the sky's. you smile knowing you aren't the only miserable one out there, even if the only one who could share in your loneliness lived in a place you could never reach. |
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[Jun. 28th, 2008|06:54 am] |
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I should start doing that thing where you begin every day by writing down stuff I'm thankful for.
I think that'd help, a lot.
Hi Mars and Ida; your LJ comment conversations got me started thinking about that -points up- haha.
Yeah, I'm nosey. I love to read statuses and LJ comments and Facebook walls.
Loser much.
- yesterday's pitching practice
- the fact that my dad's coming home today
- the fact that I passed the second Lit quiz
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| Three Letters. |
[Jun. 27th, 2008|11:12 pm] |
OMG.
That is all. |
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And still, |
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[Jun. 25th, 2008|07:59 pm] |
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rooftops.
and lightning.
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